3.23.2009

mess

im a mess today, kind of.
i see my grades, and i know they are bad, and im ashamed.
none of my classes interest me, which makes me sad.
i love to learn, i really do, and i consider myself to be a competent person
i love reading, and discovering, and gathering knowledge.
it seems, lately, classroom learning just isnt doing it for me.
i feel like im wasting time.

and i know that from the outside, it just looks like laziness, and that kills me.
it seems like there is so much more to it than that.

im going to go enjoy a cigarette with my roommate now.
woot.

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